I would update more often if I had internet, but unfortunately it got cut off about two months ago, now I can only use it over friends' houses. :[

I don't know where I'm moving yet. These are the possibilities: Next county over, New Jersey, Delaware, Pennsylvania, or Florida...such an array of choices. -_-' I have family that just moved down to FL, and compared to the more northern states, it's cost of living is rather low. But horse racing is more abundant up here and I know that my dad wants to get back into horse racing again.

As for me, I don't know what I want. I would move away from my parents if I had the ability to support myself, but I don't at the moment. Ugh. I hate life right now.

So yeah...no clue what to do.

I'm lost. x_x


"When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore that she would
Never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
To never sing of love
If it does not exist.

But darlin',
You are the only exception."
--Paramore "The Only Exception"