If I don't go to Otakon this year, I will die. No lie. Just die. Hit the ground, dead.

Travis Willingham is going to be there. TRAVIS WILLINGHAM IS GOING TO BE THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Does anyone else know just how big of a deal this is?!

If I went, I would probably get arrested for molesting Travis. Hearing his voice gives me an eargasm. My friend, Samm, watched Ouran High School Host Club with me recently and I seizured every time he spoke as Mori. [Not to mention that Roy Mustang was one of my favorite characters from Full Metal Alchemist. And that Travis is fucking hot.]

So, I have to go to Otakon--even if only to see his panel. WHY DOES EVERYTHING INVOLVE MONEY?! :[

And if me crying when I met Vic Mignogna and Steve Blum wasn't bad enough, imagine me...one hundred times worse when meeting Travis. It would probably be an embarrassing event I would want to forget--we would BOTH want to forget--for the rest of our lives, but I would be willing to take that chance just to see him in person. He is SO CUTE! -dies-

So, yes...

I have to go to Otakon...

But when I went in 2007, it seriously cost me about $700 - $800...And I have about $550 saved up to get my car fixed right now.

So, it's like... -weighs possibilities on scales- Otakon...Get car fixed...Travis Willingham...Stupid car...Travis...Car--SHIT, THIS IS NOT EVEN A FAIR COMPARISON!!!!!!

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"Set me free,
Leave me be,
I don't wanna fall another moment
Into your gravity...
Here I am,
And I stand so tall,
Just the way I'm supposed to be...
But you're onto me,
And all over me."
--Sara Bareilles "Gravity"